Just Go

If your'e goona leave, I wish youd just leave. Why do you keep coming back if you're not going to stay? Because even when you're gone, you're never really gone. I won't get over it if you keep coming back. Losing you once was hard enough. And now your'e here again and everythings coming back.    Everneath -Brodi Ashton

Girlz

Found this on Tumblr today... It spoke to me.

(Source: staypozitive, via claudszs)

Texting Nightmare

Anyone who knows me, knows that I LOVE text messaging. I cannot live without my phone. I would probably literally die. And everyone also knows, that I have approximately 2 people that I text religiously and last night one of them broke his phone. I dont get it. Do people not realize that they are messing with my life happiness when they go out and break their stuff.... GRRR... Now I may actually have to branch out and actually DO STUFF with my day... connect with real people??? Does anyone actually do that anymore?? It's stressing me out.

Cheer Up

Puppy In A Box

Girl Drama

Know what sucks? When you love someone and they are forever away. And when that awkward moment occurs... when you are trying so desperately to hold onto them that you end up turning into a cling rat girl that pushes them away instead. Yup... that sucks.

A girl in my sorority once told me about her "elastic band" technique. She said that all relationships are on an elastic band. When you want a person to come back to you, you need to pull away and then they elastic band back to you. And this game might work, but I suck at it. I have this desperate need for people to want to like me. Blagh

Inspirational Tuesday's

“The best years of your life are the ones in which you decide your problems are your own. You do not blame them on your mother, the ecology, or the president. You realize that you control your own destiny.” – Albert Ellis

Coincidences

I am currently watching Eat, Pray, Love and was inspired to write a blog today. I didn't know what words to write so I went to my favorite site "Simply Quotes" and looked for something that spoke to me. I stumbled across this:

 "With each reunion we had to learn each other all over again.There was always that nervous moment at the airport when i would stand there waiting for him to arrive, wondering, will i still know him?"

And then I noticed it was said by Elizabeth Gilbert; the writer of Eat, Pray, Love. 

Who Will Cry When You Die?

I absolutely love the book "Who Will Cry When You Die" by Robin Sharma. This novel has gotten me through so many rough times that I have faced in my life. It continues to inspire me every time that I have read it and I have read it a hundred times. I am going to read it again this summer, and document the ways that I am going to implement his strategies into my life. People are DEFINITELY going to cry when I die.

I want to be thoroughly used up when I die. For the harder I work, the more I love. I rejoice in life for its own sake. Life is no brief candle to me. It’s a sort of splendid torch which I’ve got to hold up for the moment and I want to make it burn as brightly as possible before handing it on to future generations - Robin Sharma

One Week

One more week until freedom my friends. Where might freedom bring me you may ask? To Rocky Mountain House. Four solid months in the middle of nowhere.  But I am excited. I have cut away so much negativity from my life that I am basically a singing Disney Princess lately. Sometimes making a few key changes and eliminating some unnecessary drama and stress is all that it takes to turn your worldview around!

I have a few goals for this summer that I am going to try to implement to make the most out of my self enhancement plan. And the first one is to wake up earlier... I love my sleep. LOVE IT. But i always feel guilty when I sleep until 10am. All those hours wasted that I could have been living. So I am going to set my mind to waking up at 7. Mind over matter. Trying to win the battle over the snooze button has never been my strong point though. But imagine all the things that I could do with those extra three hours. I could hit the gym. I could read. I could meditate perhaps? Get some cleaning done! Shower in the morning? Endless possibilites. The one thing that I wont do is: Let negative people saturate my day with their poison. No way. No longer. Goodbye ;)

"Within you is the divine capacity to manifest and attract all that you need or desire." - Unknown

Mother We just Can't Get Enough

There's something about you.

 Turns me inside out whenever you're around.

Endings

This last week has been quite challenging for me. If I am being totally honest, this last year has been very challenging for me. When September rolled around I was filled with excitment because this year marks the end of so many important things in my life.

This year marks the end of :

1.) Theta

2.) School

3.) Friendships as I know them

I will start with Theta. I joined a sorority in my second year of University. It was the most terrifying thing that I had ever done. It was scary for multiple reasons. I didn't think that I was pretty enough, outgoing enough, or well.. just ENOUGH to be part of such a "prestige" student group. And it was also scary because it was the first thing that I had ever done just for me, without the support of my parents.

Theta provided me with exactly what I needed in my University experience. It provided me with a support system, a place to call home, and memories that will be with me forever. However, as my third year came to an end I was excited to say goodbye. I was ready to move on with my life. With all the ups and down and frustrations that came along with it, all the excitement I had over ending the experience washed away this week with the Initiations of our new members.

 It kind of reminds me of a breakup. Leading up to the end you are thinking of all the bad things, all their annoying quirks, all the things that irritate you and have caused you stress. But when the day rolls around that its time to pack up and move out and you are really looking at them, all you can think about are the good things, the late night talks, the trips, the good moments. It hit me hard this week, that through it all I really did fall in love with it all. I would listen to all the ladies talk about how much the experience ment to them and how it changed them. I thought to myself... I dont feel changed... I dont feel blown away. But it happened. there was no defining moment in my experience but it just happened. Love was formed. And I will forever be Proud to be a Theta.

The end of school marks the end of life as I have ever known it. As I have said before... All I know is how to be a student. Working is one of those things that kills my soul. I like the stress of a deadline. I like studying. I like writing papers. What will I do without that? If student loans would allow me more than 50 000 dollars I would just be a student for life. It is really the best. I am going to miss this constant state of exhaustion. I will miss the annoying group members I have been stuck with. I will miss the ninja feeling of sneaking a text before the professor turns around from the whiteboard.

End of friendships has been sad and has been enlightening. I started this year with two people that I thought would be in my life forever and have come to realize that sometimes people are only ment to be in your life for a specific period. Not everything can last forever, even if you want it to. People change. They drift apart. People that once completely understood you start to look at you as if you are insane. People that you could talk to for hours start to irritate you with just a single word. These things happened. And they happened to me. But its okay. People leave and other people fill that space. Change is constant. I am thankful for what I have shared with these people. I am thankful for what they have given me. I have learnt so much about myself from our coming together and our falling apart. When this year ends, we will to. We say we will keep in touch, but we won't. And thats okay. We are different now and those differences are going to set us on different paths and although they aren't what we expected them to be. They are going to be equally as great.

This is my sad studying look. The type of look that I feel most students have after being awake for 3 days straight cramming for a midterm, writing a paper, or working to pay off student debt.  I am a little freaked out at how close I am to being done school. I have decided that I might save the world somehow. Lofty career aspiration, I know, but why not? Someone has to do it right? Why not me.

Paper Writing and Snow Days

There is something wonderful about writing a nice essay while the snow falls. Sipping on a tea in my pyjamas and dazing off into the beautiful white wonderland outside has been the perfect inspiration for writing an essay about romance in the Victorian period.

Adjustment Bureau

Tonight I am watching the Adjustment Bureau and it got me thinking about all the small daily activities and choices I have made that have helped shape who I am today. If I hadn't went to clubs fair my first day of University I may have never joined a sorority, which means I would have never made some of my best friends, met my ex boyfriend, I would have had a different place to live for the last three years. If I didn't live where I am now, I would be living somewhere else, with different people and different experiences. So much could have been different. 

Would I want it to be different? There are certain things I would change. If I could go back in time and have one do over I would go back to my first year of university and stick it out in Kelowna. I think I would have learnt more life lessons living there. I would have grown up more. Instead I let heartbreak dictate my place of residence. I ran away from fears and in doing so I ran away from my first real test of adulthood.

It freaks me out thinking about what adult life will be like. One more year and I enter into a world of independence. I wont have to rely on my parents to help me financially. I will be able to make my own decisions without the guilt of what they will think in regards to my choices. That life scares me. The freedom of it all. I don't know what my life will be like if I wasn't a student. 

I started using My Fitness Pal today. Haha those people are hilarious. I was advised to chew my donut up nice and good and then spit it out haha. Love that. All the flavour and none of the calories. Id try it out but am worried that would result in some sort of eating disorder.

Roast Beef ;) Take 1

Today I made my first ever Roast Beef dinner. I was pretty nervous. Luckily it turned out pretty good. The reviews came in and they were "Best Roast I have ever had" "There was flavour all the way through" "MMMM you need to remember this recipe" Now... the problem is that it was my parents that tried it and they are tricky characters. First, they want me to feel good about my cooking technique. Second, they probably just want me to make beef more often so that they dont have to... regardless if it is good. But possibly.. just maybe... it could actually be good. So here is the recipe I used.


http://www.haverhillbeef.com/RPbnlsribroastovenveg.html

The Roast that I used actually took 3 hours... and my veggies were a bit overdone.. But all around pretty decent and easy for a first attempt

Asia Hunnie

A little about me. Well this is my first "blogger" post. I have multiple blogging sites and none have managed to capture my attention for to long. Mainly because I sometimes feel like nobody is relating to what I have to say. So we will see.

Asia Hunnie in 2012 = 22 years old. University Student. Trying to be healthy. Loves pasta. Daughter. Sister. Sorority Sister.  Insecure. Quirky. Writer. Silly. Not Serious. Loves: Gossip Girl, Vampire Diaries, Hart of Dixie, Bachelor. Wants to be on Canadian Bachelor season 2. Love Candy. Jalapeño Chips. Studier. Starbucks Addict. Imaginative. Commitmentphobe.

I want this blog to be a medley of things. Quotes, thoughts, daily activities, inspirations, goals, accomplishments, setbacks. Mainly I want to actually have a spot to be completely me. I want a spot where I dont have to hold back because of fear of what people say.